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Just say it. [Sep. 4th, 2007|10:34 pm]
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[Current Music |Unkle Bob - "The Hit Parade"]

I don't believe all that you said was yesterday,
I'll let you know, I'll let you know I feel the weight.
I Wish you were mine, wish you were mine
Wish you were mine, wish you were mine
And all that that goes with...

and Time brings me home,
Time brings me home.

Just say that you want me,

Pushing on through all i wanna do is get over you
Pushing on through all i wanna do is get over you
I wanna get laid, I wanna get played,
I wanna walk down the Hit Parade

Just say that you want me

and I don't believe all that you said was yesterday

I wish you were mine wish you were mine,
wish you were mine wish you were mine
and all that that goes with...

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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2007|03:49 pm]
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[Current Mood |bouncy]
[Current Music |Paul McCartney - "Ever Present Past"]

you shouldn't mess with graffiti writers.
the longest recorded piece of graffiti was painted by a student in the toliets of his collage at Changsha, China in 1915. it consisted of over 4000 characters criticising his teachers and the state of Chinese society.
after completing his masterpiece the student handed himself in and was paraded in front of the school and threatened with expulsio. this student was a 22 year old Chairman Mao. a graffiti artist who later founded the People's Republic of China and was responsible for the deaths of over 30 million people.
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this isn't working. [May. 3rd, 2007|07:10 pm]
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[Current Mood |aggravatedaggravated]

i hate work. i absoutly hate it. it's made me such a miserable, bitchy, hardass person. it's like im pms-ing 24/7 now. the work environment there is torture. i get no sense of appriciation for all i do for that stupid 'resturant'.  we are ALWAYS low on something, weather it be produce, prep, pitas, wax bags, straws and we're ALWAYS out of something too. it's like slave labour there. i might as well be being whipped while i'm making pitas. its not a far stretch to imagine. and for the amount of money i get paid, it's not worth it at all. my one year of working there is coming up in 3 days. i better get a cake. i expect a cake b/c the two other girls who's one year came before me got a cake. so i am totally expecting a cake. if i dont, i swear i will be fumming mad. i want to quit so badly. well, i am going to quit. once i find a new job. i usually don't have much luck to finding jobs, but this time i really hope i'm lucky. my parents don't understand how bad it is there. i am not exagerating when i say its a terriable place to work there. the only thing that keeps me going are the people i work with. they are so awesome that it makes working there bearable. not everyone is awesome, but those that are make me survive my shifts. i cannot wait to quit. i do so much for the place that when i'm going they'll realize what an asset i was to them. actually, i dont care about that. all i care about is that i get my fucking cake on my fucking one year.
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(no subject) [Apr. 5th, 2007|08:15 pm]
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[Current Mood |sadsad]

"Sometimes the expected simply pales in comparison to the unexpected. You got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady. Standing still. The expected's just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives."
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let's go sailing. [Mar. 25th, 2007|07:20 pm]
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[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |Anya Marina - "Move You"]

i always miss my lj anniversary. well, in any case happy 4 years. i looked back at my very first lj entry and i sound like a little dumb girl. i guess alot of growing up and changes has happened. which is good, because if i didnt change a bit in the last 4 years then something must be wrong with me. really wrong.

i'm trying to think of something to say in this post because i usually have nothing, NOTHING to say since my life is pretty much dull these days. however, last night was not dull. last night was wonderful. last night was adventurous. last night should happen again and again. and it will. lets just say last night consisted of going to the beach, in the cold windy weather, wrapped in blankets, with 2 bottles of wine and some really stupid but memorable moments.

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lets dance! [Mar. 12th, 2007|11:00 pm]
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[Current Mood |energetic]
[Current Music |Shout Out Louds - "Tonight I Have To Leave"]

i feel happy right now at this given moment. estatic. i've been dancing for an hour. dancing! dancing! i ate a lot of starbursts and i have all this energy that i need to use up! energy! energy! 
i watched grey's anatomy again tonight and i am so PUMPED for thursday's episode. i feel very complete with it in my life. yes, it sounds somewhat pathetic, if not lame, but the show is so wonderfully awesome. and the characters, oh how i love them all. they are now part of my extended family. 
havent updated in a long time. i feel as if there really isn't much to update. life feels the same. but sometimes you are caught off guard, people come into your life. people surprise you and that is also wonderfully awesome. wonderfull wonderfully awesome. sometimes people can be great. sometimes they can be wonderfully great. sometimes..sometimes, i dont give people a chance and when i do, that is wonderfully awesome.

i'm thinking about dying my hair pink. like rachel mcadams. !!!
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you'll never be by my side. [Feb. 23rd, 2007|07:54 pm]
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[Current Mood |angryangry]
[Current Music |Unkle Bob - "Swans"]

you are the biggest fucking asshole i have ever met. i'm not one to swear a lot, but sometimes there are times when swearing can only truly get what i am feeling across. seriously, you're an ass.  i don't understand why you can't even respond to me anymore. anything would be better than nothing at all. even a fuck you, i don't want to talk to you would be a million times better than saying shit all.


go to hell.

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(no subject) [Feb. 13th, 2007|08:43 pm]
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[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind]

once again, the people around me never cease to surprise me. and once again, i am left thinking if they are really worth it all. worth my attention. worth my words. worth my existence. i try to find a reason why i should keep on doing what i am doing, i try to find a cause to why i should stay by their side. but i always end up empty handed and kicking myself. because i know what the outcome is. i know it so well. but i do it anyways.

surprises. i have come to dislike them.

courtney. i have come to love you so much. you care, strangly enough. and i don't know why. but i love the fact that you do.

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Minty Fresh! [Jan. 25th, 2007|12:11 pm]
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[Current Music |The Magic Numbers - "This Love"]

on the subject of children and me wanting to pro-create, i ask...DEMAND you all to go to see Children of Men. it is one heck of a movie. i have a feeling it will be like another round of LOTR in the threatres for me again. i am very excited for this. i think it must be a sign of sorts that the movie is about women being infertile and the idea of  being able to have children a marvel during this time of my self realization that i want children in the future. i am a firm believer that certain things don't happen for no reason at all.

so once again, please head to your local movie theatre and watch Children of Men.
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i fell in love with a bad, bad band. [Jan. 17th, 2007|06:38 pm]
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[Current Mood |calmcalm]
[Current Music |CocoRosie - "Lyla"]

a relevation hit me today. a really, really big relevation. i want children. i want offspring. i always had this thought in my head that i wouldn't care of i had children. for a long time i assumed that in the future, if i didn't have children, i would be alright with that. but today on the skytrain, i saw a new born baby, really new, i'm guessing around 1 month old. i sat behind her and her mother. and i could not take my eyes off of the baby. i just couldn't. i sat there mesmorized by this little infant, so pure, innocent, clueless to the world around her. she had her eyes shut closed, with a blanket surronding her to keep her warm. i just sat and stared at this wonderful creation. and it hit me. i want children. i want to be able to bring a living organism into this world. no matter how harsh the world can be, no matter how insane it can get, if i do one thing worth living for in my lifetime, i want it to be the act of raising a child and teaching it wonderful things, and showing this child that the world has love to offer it. i realized that i have been incredibly selfish. raising a child is one of the most un-selfish things to do, and if there is one un-selfish act i want to do, i want it to be that. this baby infront of me completely changed my attitude towards children. it started to cry and her mother put a soother in her mouth, and she stopped. she just sucked on the soother, closed her eyes, and drifted off the sleep. and that just melted my heart. the little baby infront of me on the skytrain.

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